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[17 Mar 2008|10:37pm] |
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What the fuck do I wear to this wedding??? I have looked at/tried on dresses but none of them are right...I don't want to wait til the last minute....I need a dress man
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[10 Feb 2008|11:32pm] |
I'm over it, crazy moment over. I'm back to my semi sane self again.
MOVING ON....
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[12 Oct 2007|09:58pm] |
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my life is so good right now, It's a beautiful thing
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| Oh soo cranky... |
[17 Aug 2007|11:33pm] |
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I don't give a fuck about anything anymore...seriously i don't. It's sad.
Fuck School
Fuck Work...well maybe not work, i like money alot
Fuck EVERYTHING else....
I don't give two shits about anything anymore, I don't have any plans, I don't have any dreams and you know what...It's fucking sad...
I don't know what killed my spirit, I just know it died some time ago
I don't know, I don't know...I just don't know
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| as if my life isn't sucking enough |
[03 Aug 2007|12:04am] |
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my baby is very sick. I'm takin the day off tomorrow, I can't wait til saturday. My baby needs medical attention right the fuck now, i'm running to the vets office as soon as i wake up. If anythng happens to him, I swear I'll die
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| I need Love |
[13 Jun 2007|05:01pm] |
I will no longer see my boyfriend.
This new job of his does not allow for us to see each other as much as we're used to. It sucks. I miss him. It's disgusting. Whatever...
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[07 Jun 2007|09:46pm] |
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think outside the fucking box....FOR ONcEE
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| Thinking about it... |
[20 May 2007|10:26pm] |
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I look at pictures and think, that should have been me. I should have been there. Once again. Makes me sad, angry but at the same time I think I had to do what i had to do.
One day. I'll be there. I'll walk down that hill, down those stairs and everyone will be waiting for me. I'll walk down that same aisle. You'll see, I'm going to be the one in the picture.
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| 819am |
[18 May 2007|08:24am] |
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At 4:00 today my mind is not going to contain any other information other than I will be in a motherfucking cruise in a couple of days...VACATION BITCHES!!! lol, omg EXCITEMENT the day is almost FINALLY HERE!!!
This week wasnt too bad for me either at work, just a few ppl bitching here and there but nothing new...
Monday can't come soon enough...I bet this weekend is going to feel sooooo long....
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| I need to do the shoppping assap |
[16 May 2007|07:47am] |
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Okay, so I have nothing for this trip. No clothes, NOTHING!!! I was looking through my closet and saw NOTHING. All the stuff I have is either not to my liking anymore or its too damn fucking big for me now. Friday needs to get here already, I'm going to do some hardcore shopping it's not even funny. I need everything. I'm not gonna go crazy and bring the whole closet. I've learned from the past vacations that you really don't need to bring the whole world with you. Just some bathing suits, flip flops, beach wear, and something nice for the night time.
My boyfriend is already making plans like yea lets do some speed boating, some snorkeling, lets visit the ruins, lets swim with dolphins....the dolphins thing i would do, but as far as anything that would require physical work on my part...NO Haydee plans on visiting the beaches, I plan on soaking in the crystal clear waters, laying on the white sandy beaches. If you want to speed boat in the ocean that's on you I'm keeping my ass on dry land. Fucking whale'll come eat me and shit. Lmao and I'm not taking that chance.
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| Dr.Wheat is going down.... |
[15 May 2007|07:24pm] |
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She's looking to get her tires slashed...fuck around and I'll pull some Fatal Attraction shit and throw acid on her car....boil her parakeets....no i would never hurt an animal....but the acid shit I would do....
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[13 May 2007|03:29am] |
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I've been miserable lately. Like miserable, and bitchy, and just a pain in the ass. I recognize it, I've been a great big pain in the ass in the last few days to everyone, always bitching about something. I've been mean to a few people including my boyfriend, going as far as telling him that he was useless and as soon as I get a chance to throw him overboard on our cruise, I will...now that's just plain mean.
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| Sister-Teacher meeting... |
[08 May 2007|08:19pm] |
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Valerie's so on the edge of getting a serious ass kicking it's not even funny. I have to go to her school tomorrow and find out why the fuck her teacher wants her dumbass suspended...
I was such an angel in hs, I never gave my parents any headaches but this girl is a whole different story.
Tomorrow is ASS KIckING DAY...I'm not even playing i will mop the whole fucking school with that girl
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| "my wife's been cooking".... |
[07 May 2007|07:42pm] |
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" errr I mean my girlfriend.." _ Erick to the deli man when the deli man asked why he hadn't been around as much
my baby thinks i'm his wife..............lol....NO. Motherfucker better put a rock on this here finger if he wants to have the official privilege of calling me his wife.
...aww Wife. I heart him...
hmmm...I saw this hot doctor in training today...very sexy. He had black hair, tan skin, perfect set of pearly whites and a celebrity smile. He could have gotten it. lol
oh yes and since my ass has to be annoying i must say this once again:
13 MORE DAYS!!!!!
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| fuck it |
[29 Apr 2007|08:21pm] |
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Ok now I'm really unhappy and very fucking upset...i could cry right now. No, wait I already am. Fuck this shit. I should have known, i should have fucking known...
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| Like Omg dudes |
[24 Apr 2007|06:46am] |
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I quit my old job because......
I start a brand spankin' new way better job today!!! Wish me luck!!! Grownup-hood HERE I COME!!!
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| So sad |
[18 Apr 2007|10:48pm] |
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So that Kid sent videos to nbc. I felt so sad for him. It was obvious that he was not well. It was all in the eyes, just blankness. I keep reading how everyone described him as a loner...how people thought he was weird. And how when the cops were asking about him from his own school noone knew who the hell he was. Imagine that. Living your life as if you were invisible. People walking past you, not once aknowledging that you are there. Everyone ignoring you because to them your "weird". People wouldn't even give you the time of day. And on top of that your state of mind is not all that well. It was only a matter of time before he lost it. It's so sad that he felt this was the only way he would finally be noticed...
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